Kaytee's life be like...

WOW havent been on this thing in awhile

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almost back to where we left off

bad news-(1) school is starting like SOON! MUTHER EFFFERRR. (2) i have not even been back to school shopping yet (3) such a disapointment to my whole summer that i did really hang out with people (4) Junior year is gonna freaking be a pain in my ass! :(

Good news- (1) volleyball finally started and tryouts are on monday (2) i got to go to Justin’s concert, which was amazing for me because i didnt think i would ever get the chance to and to sit so close :) (3) state fair was awesome, another ticket to add to my collection (4) i weaned down my meds and my face is a slowly going back to the way it was before, i dont look like such a chubby bunny ;) just a fwe more days until i get to the magic number of 5mg, and i will be back to new

the year of 2010, rocked my world, with the good bad and the ugly, and its only been a little over half a year since it became 2010, and now just a little over 4 more months to go. the month from march to now has been the hardest time of my whole entire life, i’m suprised i got through it, now im not to sure about junior year….

So juiced for this saturday night!

Not in to tumblr as everyone else is -___-

should i keep it just cause? LOL idk

Will Oscar Grant ever have his Justice?

wtf? he was killed for no damn reason, are you serious. i give my condolences to his family. and hoping that the residents of oakland are safe and wont get hurt because of one man’s mistake…….

DIEM ADMITS IT! justin bieber is a CUTIE ;)

My brother is teaching me how to rap! LOL

I love the way you call me big poppa!

LOL i dont even think i call anyone “big poppa!” who are you big poppa =/?

Ask me anything

Karen, i have so much respect for you! i read your blog and i was shocked by all the things you had to go through. i had no idea :( you are such a beautiful person, inside and out <3

:) awww that’s really sweet! thank you so much. i wish i knew who you were, so i can give you a big hug :)

Ask me anything

this is the only place…

this is the only place where i can really just express myself……….. and i dont care who reads. this blog is for me and i people who are just interested.

so hows life?

life is semi-sweet, i guess you can say. school is out and i’m on my summer vacay. only downside, i have summer school. i taking a sociology class at CCC. its only one class and its in the early afternoon. just taking it to get my shit done with and get ahead i guess. and keep me busy.

i’m finally a junior and the best part is i’m free from “big brother is always watching you” my brother tony is finally moving out.

my life is difficult. if i only i had one wish. there is only one thing i want. Its been almost 3 months since i found out i had Lupus. and i’m still learning how to live with it and its not easy.

for all the people who always have to say something about my blown up face everytime you see me, yeah i know your being funny and yeah i know thats why i go along with it and laugh along with you but u really dont know how i really feel. everytime you say that lil joke or comment, it reminds of all the shit i’m going through and it just doesnt help. to be honest i dont know when i’m going to look like myself again. so put yourself in my shoes, how would you feel if you were me? 3 months ago i was normal, now i’m chubby face, twitchy, on daily meds karen. and i dont think you want to be me. it really doesnt help when people always expect me to be happy and always ask me “why do u look so mad” WTF maybe i am mad and if i am dont i have the right to be? if u dont want me to be mad then what do you want me to be? happy? because i haven’t been happy in a long time.

accept me for me. your not the one going through what i have been through so dont open your mouth. i just want to be treated the way i was before. i want to be pittyed and i dont want to hear your stupid nicknames for me like “chubby bunny, fluffy, hamster girl,” it doesnt help and you should stop TRYING to be funny cause HA-HA your NOT.

it all adds up, my life sucks….

I hate this.

I used to be half the size I am now! I freaking hate pred. Freaking sucks.

boyfriends always get in the way

is it just me? or boyfriends always get in the way of friends?

have you ever had a friend and that friend gets a boyfriend and now thats all your friend thinks about or hangs out with or says hi to -_____-

uhggg not this again………………….

but i guess this is what happens, when you grow up and you dont think boys are icky anymore. stupid boys…